Just Another Day!

Tomorrow I begin my last round of oral medications to try and conceive our miracle baby! I am excited, but also very nervous. I'm really praying that this medication works and will end up saving us thousands of dollars. As optimistic as we are trying to be, we have already came to the conclusion that we will need IVF, but we will see how this round goes. It's a daily struggle for me to watch TV, go shoppping and sometimes even talk to my friends who have children. This is something that I truly face every day of my life. I see beautiful children, infant clothing, pregnancy test commercials and the list could go on and on! This is the life of infertility. Some days are easier than others, but most days are full of wonder and hope for our future family. I am truly blessed with everything I have been given and I'm very thankful for what I have. However, I just feel like something is missing, a part of me is missing... I'm not complete yet....I haven't fulfilled my role as a woman....Why did this happen to me, when so many children are aborted or born into bad environments everyday? Life seems very unfair sometimes....But I'm still not giving up hope! Gotta keep positive and keep my head up! This is the one thing I have always wanted and knew I was meant to be...A Mommy!!! Keeping my fingers crossed it happens soon!!! :)