Wednesday, November 14, 2012
And the countdown begins to IVF!!
We have started the beginning preparations for our IVF! If things go as planned, everything should take place in the middle of December...What a wonderful Christmas present this could be!! We are very excited, nervous, anxious, scared and any other adjectives you could add....but this is the step that we have to take if we wish to have a chance for a miracle, so we are going to take it! I will update as things get a little closer to happening! In the mean time, please if you are following my blog, send up some prayers that this will work for us. There is nothing we want more than to have a child. I am giving it to GOD because I know he is the only one in charge!!
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Memories!
I know I have been missing for a few days, actually a couple of weeks. I have been busy with friends and work trying to keep my mind off the two week wait. Well my two week wait came to an end tonight when my cycle started. So needless to say, our last IUI was unsuccessful. I will be calling the clinic in the morning to see what's next with starting IVF. I am so nervous for this process but hopeful it will bring us our miracle.
This week also brings back a sweet memory that changed my life forever! On November 8, 2011, I had my first every positive pregnancy test. The happiness only lasted a couple of weeks and then it was all over when it was found to be a chemical pregnancy. Even though I have nothing more than a "pee" stick to prove they existed, they DID exist!! I think about it every single day of my life. I always try to imagine how my life would be today holding my precious miracle. They would've been 4 months this month and celebrating all the "first" holidays. I have a special setting in our home with an Angel tealight candle holder. The warm glow of the flame warms my heart and reminds me that one day I will hold you! Here is the only evidence I have of the moment that changed my life forever!
What a smile on my husbands face!! He WILL be a wonderful daddy someday! RIP Angel baby! You are loved beyond measure and always in our hearts.....
This week also brings back a sweet memory that changed my life forever! On November 8, 2011, I had my first every positive pregnancy test. The happiness only lasted a couple of weeks and then it was all over when it was found to be a chemical pregnancy. Even though I have nothing more than a "pee" stick to prove they existed, they DID exist!! I think about it every single day of my life. I always try to imagine how my life would be today holding my precious miracle. They would've been 4 months this month and celebrating all the "first" holidays. I have a special setting in our home with an Angel tealight candle holder. The warm glow of the flame warms my heart and reminds me that one day I will hold you! Here is the only evidence I have of the moment that changed my life forever!
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